It’s hard to believe that is was May when I last posted…not that I haven’t had plenty to say 😉 Summer feels like a Drive-thru! Summer? You mean that hot time of year? I have managed to lay on a man-made lake beach for one day and hike for a couple of miles. That’s it. Now I did clean my house, plant a few veggies, and do a LOT of Algebra so far 🙂 I’m hoping I can glean some of what’s left of summer fun out of the next six weeks, and that Fall goes gloriously slow, since it’s my true favorite 🙂
I’ve completed that Algebra class, and have begun another. I sorta kinda get it – but not always 😉 I’ve gotten much better at not complaining about it. It doesn’t do any good, for one thing, and I’ve just resolved within myself that it is one of many things I must do, whether I like it or not, so I might as well just dig my heels in and do my best.
My Gracious God helped me come to that conclusion, actually (we can never really take credit for our ideas and attitudes, you know). I was praying for strength and resolve when having a particularly hard time – not just with Algebra, but just with life. As He sometimes does, God straightened me right out…no pampering the whining. I opened my Bible and began to read, and was led to read Hebrews 12. I had no idea what was in Hebrews 12, so I turned there and began to read. Turns out it is about God disciplining those He loves. Hmm. Then I got to verses 12 and 13, and they jumped off the page at me.
“So take a new grip with your tired hands and stand firm on your shaky legs. Mark out a straight path for your feet. Then those who follow you, though they are weak and lame, will not stumble and fall but will become strong.”
Needless to say, I was instantly overwhelmed with shame for whining. I am blessed well beyond what I deserve, and I became overwhelmed with that sense as well. Sometimes we think that if we aren’t missionaries or preachers or something, that our calling has less impact in God’s plan to save the world, but that simply isn’t true at all. Whatever our calling is at different stages in our lives, we should be grateful that He includes us in his work and that we are on his team in exactly the way in which we are needed at exactly the right time.
God is so good.